Well, thanks to Magic (You're my hero) I have a temp host for the site I was talking about making, and production has started.

Happy days are ahead.

Out of shear boredom, an idea struck me.

A lot of Tactics type games have been or are being released lately. Jeanne d'Arc, the FFT remake, Luminous Arc, Wild Arms XF, etc. Now, most of these I've played, and without trying to sound arrogant or something of the like, I know quite a bit about the games.

So, knowing a lot about the games, I was thinking I could start a site, providing "in-depth" coverage about these type of games and whatnot. I mean, I do have a lot of time on my hands lately so I very well could do it.

A few problems do occur to me, though. I..suck with HTML. So I'd never be able to create a layout for it, or anything like that. However, there are things out there to help with that, things that involve little to no HTML at all, such as Wordpress or MediaWiki. However, Wordpress is horrible for a site that isn't a blog and Wiki's look like crap unless you know how to change the layout. Which, again, I don't.

So thats a huge detriment.

The next problem was what the hell am I suppose to call it. "Me: Lol I should call it Attack From Behind because people who play Tactics games would get the joke." "Friend: Pretty sure thats taken by a gay porn site." "Me: Right, right."

Ugh.

And then theres the problem of "Where the hell am I gonna get hosting for this shit". I mean, I don't have the funds (and even if I did, the means: No credit card) to pay for it, and free hosting sites are ... well.

Then, of course, how do I decide what exactly to cover. Leave a game out that someone enjoys and thats a person who won't bother even looking at the site for more then five minutes.

I always have these ideas, but then I think about it and it seems so unlikely that I'd actually be able to do it.

Nevertheless, I think I'll give it a shot. So, anyone have any ideas for as to what I can call this site, or where I can host it? Help a brother out, my peoples.

Later.

A rather quick update to my previous post. I've decided to give up the pursuit of said girl. For many reasons, which I will not bother getting into.

I'm not really cut out for the "dating" game.

Everyone else who signs up for this whole Livejournal thing writes blogs about their thoughts and their feelings pertaining to things that happen around them or to them. Sometimes, they can get pretty emo with it, causing people to either show them a great deal of sympathy or to make fun of them. Mostly the latter. I could never understand why though. Why would you want to make your personal thoughts and feelings open for whoever happens to stumble upon your myspace at any given time, or if your the friends only type, for them to see.

I myself tend not to do this. I choose not to make my feelings open, unless absolutely necessary. While I am writing this blog and will in a few moments start to talk about how I am feeling, I find that is isn't necessary to do so. No one needs to know this things, with the exception of the person it happens to pertain to, even though it doesn't really matter as I won't be given any names of any sort.

So I have to ask myself why I am writing this blog. The answer came rather quickly. To make me feel better. Even if the person doesn't know these things because I will say no names, I feel better knowing that I said it, somewhere. It's off my chest. Even though it isn't "out in the open" persay, its out.

But I'm getting off track. I did not start writing this blog to explain why I don't write them.

I'm writing this blog because I want it known that I like someone. Someone of the opposite sex. (Obviously) However, I am unable to tell this person that I like her, or asking her if she wants to "hang out" sometime. Something holds me back. It may be that while I see her quite often, I speak to her very little. It may be that because I speak to her very little, I have no idea if she likes me or even notices me when I'm around.

However, I can't help but feel some kind of attraction to this girl. From the times I've spoken to her she seems to be quite intelligent and funny. She's very pretty. The first thing I noticed about her was her eyes, and her lips. From my basic understanding she is single, although I can't be sure. I suppose that adds to my dilemma. But I digress.

Again, I have to ask myself why I'm even bothering to write this. While it makes me feel better that I'm actually saying something about it, it doesn't help me in any other way. I'm still unable to bring myself to say "Hey, wanna do something?"

I know I should. Even if I get rejected, I know I'll feel better knowing that I went that mile, actually said something and took that chance.

I guess in the grand scheme of things, I'm really just a, for lack of a better term at the moment, pussy.

Thats all I have to say.

So, back in Feb. I was talking about a girl. I'm not going into it again, just scroll down or something.

Anyway, I finally got in touch with her. On Facebook, actually. I decided to finally fill out my profile and whatnot and then, as I was looking for someone else on there, I decided to type in her name.

She accepted, and what do you know:

Relationship Status:
Engaged to
[undisclosed name]

I need a fucking drink...

Current Mood: Kill me now please.

So apparently I have a job now. I had an interview today, I actually just got back from it, at Mr. Sub. I start in two weeks.

What a shit job. I can get so much better, and I know I can, its just hard when you live in a horribly shitty town where the really decent jobs are more than an hour away.

Oh, and let me tell you about this job too. You get paid 8 dollars an hour, and get a paycheck every Thursday morning. The uniform they provide you with is a t-shirt. One t-shirt. You have to provide your own pants, which have to be neat black dress pants.

Of course, you have to pay for this t-shirt they are so kindly providing you with. It happens to cost 40 dollars, and the cost will be removed from your first pay check. Or you can pay for it in cash, whichever you prefer.

It gets better too. There is a panic button underneath the cash register. Better watch what you are doing, because if you push that button by accident, he is taking 25 dollars off of your paycheck.

Oh shit. You accidentally did it again? Well guess what, now it is 25 dollars x 2 that he is taking off your paycheck. Oh shit, did it AGAIN? 25 x 3. Etc, etc.

Maybe they should just move the button to somewhere where you won't hit it with your fucking knee.

Lets see, what else. Oh, right. You drop ANYTHING, a bun, a tomato, a fucking slice of a pepper, and you are paying for it. Right off the paycheck. Better be careful too, since there is no covering that shit up. He wants you to make sure you know that he has cameras all over the store. He points them out, as well. He also makes note that he made sure there are no blind spots, and if there is they are in places where it doesn't matter because nothing goes on there.

He also wants you to know that if you mess up on the register, for example hit the wrong button, that you cannot re-do it, only him and his wife can. He stresses the point that if you do this, the cost will be deducted from your paycheck.

What else did this man say. Oh, right. He asked to look at my fingernails. If they are not as short as he so desires, he will make you trim them. If you do not, he will fire you. I also have to be clean shaven, which I am used to due to other jobs, but am still not happy about. The store must remain clean at all times, and if it doesn't look clean enough he will fire you.

Why did I take this job again? Oh right, because no one else would bother to call me.

Anyway, lets look at the good points of this job.

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Sorry, I can't think of anything. Other than the fact that I will once again have money, and something to do with my time. Unfortunately, I have to be extremely careful or I will not get any money, since it will inevitably be deducted from my paycheck.

I think I can handle it though, even though the job is, in the kindest way I can possibly say this, fucking fucktastic bullshit.

But whatever, I have a job now. Go me.

Since it has been a great deal of time since I've updated this journal, lets look at the other things that have happened.

In my last entry, I said that I had started to play and enjoy World of Warcraft, and was even thinking about buying time cards, or game cards, whatever.

I did in fact by game cards, and I am in fact loving the game, regardless of what anyone says. Naturally, my nerd friends found out I have been playing it, and made me join the server they are on, which is Silver Hand, and RPing server. I don't talk in game anymore. I don't have the patience to RP, but my friends are there, and they want me to join their guild and whatnot so fine.

On that note, if anyone else who reads this plays WoW on Silver Hand, hit me up. My character name is Marluxia.

A cookie goes to whoever knows where I got that name from.

Moving away from the nerd shit, I had a girlfriend for about a week before she started to annoy the fuck out of me and we broke up. She just never stopped talking, my god. Seriously, holy shit.

Dream Theater came out with a new album a few days ago, entitled Systematic Chaos. I orgasm every time a new song starts. Seriously amazing.

School is going GREAT. They gave me a LED or something like that test which gave me all of my grade nine and ten credits, plus all of my none-mandatory credits. Which means I will graduate in June of next year, one year sooner than I would have had I not taken the test, but also about three years later than I would have had I stayed in high school.

My English teacher insists that I have way to much potential, and that if I do not go to college she will destroy me.

I think she likes me.

Well, that was a lot longer than I had intended to make it. I'll stop talking now, and leave you to envy my greatness.

PS: Anyone who has not read the comics Johnny the Homicidal Maniac must do so immediately, because it is the greatest thing ever written.

I SEE YOUR GAME, YOU WILL NOT SINK MY CHEERIO!!!

Later.

Current Location: Where the sun don't shine.
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Dream Theater: The Dark Eternal Night

Yeah, it's been a long time since I've updated the old Livejournal. What can I say though, I haven't really had anything to write about in some time.

Life has been getting ... well, it's becoming more tolerable. I got myself a PSP, and Maverick Hunter X, Mega Man Powered Up, and Shin Budokai. I got some other games for it, but those aren't really worth mentioning.

I know for sure that I'll be going up north this summer, probably in June for about 2 weeks, possibly more, so thats a bonus.

I got a job. Not a glamorous job, but a job. Friday nights, me and my uncle go and deliver shit to people. $100+ every Friday. Midnight to about 6am. Not bad, not bad at all.

That movie 300 was absolute shit.

I want to kill myself, because I've been playing and enjoying World of Warcraft. What's even more pathetic is that I'm considering buying some time cards.

Nothing other than that has really happened. So yeah, later days.

I FOUND OUT THE MOST HORRIBLE THING TODAY!

I AM IN FACT CANADIAN

T_T

I'm off to kill myself.

Alright, I forgot to update yesterday, sue me.

Anyway, the other day I was bitching about the fact that I had five weeks left of class and no work to do. Well, I forgot about March Break, so that shaves off a week. Better than nothing, I guess.

My buddy asked me to go to a concert in Toronto. I can't remember what the fourth band was, but it's Haven and Hell, Megadeth, Black Sabbith, and the other one.

$80. I'm fucking going.

I rented Excite Truck. I wrote a review for it, if anyone is interested, which can be found at http://alphadivine.zephyrhosting.net/excite.htm

Me and my dad are for sure going to go up to Timmins this summer.

I will find Cassy. Even if it kills me.

That is all.

--TheDivine

Alright, so I went to see The Bridge to Terabithia today.

I'll put the same thing here that I put on the Blue Bomber forum

High Points.

It kept me interested. Movies of this kind tend not to do that as of late.
The movie looks good....
Zooey Deschanel is in it.

Low Points

They left out a lot of stuff that was in the book.
Not enough Zooey Deschanel
Not enough Zooey Deschanel
Not enough Zooey Deschanel

That is all.

Seriously, not enough Zooey Deschanel. She is so hot.

Uh ... I think thats all I have to say.

--TheDivine